didn't you say you're on vacation today yeah I started vacation today I did feels good feels good to wake up and not really have any sort of like responsibility it's a little bit hard like because as a community manager like still like work continually pops up around me and so I need to like start closing tabs I need to break the habits of checking social media things like that it's kind of hard to disconnect from work but it's, it takes a you know it takes a very intentional effort to do that but I just gotta try to do that and once I get into this the swing of relaxing things are gonna get better but that doesn't mean I'm not gonna stream on my personal channel I do this for fun you guys like I don't have to do this I'm doing this my own stream is the way that I want to do it when I want to do it you know